http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com Diet, weight loss, fitness blog from BuddysSlim.com Sat, 25 Oct 2008 19:57:55 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en So, I got caught up in the myth.  My (and probably a lot of other people's myth) that I am too busy, I have too much on my plate, and that I am happy with the way that I look.  LIES....ALL LIES!!  I tell myself this to make me feel ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/10/25/blahback-again/ So, my "friend" and I finally called it quits.  Big deal, right?  Thought I could handle it, but I didn't do a very good job.  I ended up right back where I started.  One good point, I didn't gain a ton of weight.   But, then my back started to hurt.  ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/04/29/my-bingeand-the-hot-doc-who-stopped-it/ So, I went out with "my guy" last night.  Up here in Wisconsin, EVEYRONE was watching the "big game".  Since I am a Colts fan, a TRUE Hoosier, born and bred, I didn't really care.  (Even though they lost tonight and are out of the play-offs, I love my boy ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/13/weird-night-out/ It's a line on a Blue October song, Razorblade.  Just couldn't shake the bad mood I was in.  I decided to let go and give myself a break and letting go of all pressure.  Oh.  And taking the Christmas lights down.  ;)  My goals for the next week are: A.  To not let the jealous ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/12/in-letting-go-i-am-so-proud-of-what-ive-done/ Today was one of those days where I was doing the old "fake it till' you make it".  It's like I could burst into tears at any moment.  I am SO sick and tired of being sick and tired.  I am beat down from always being "on top of my game".  I ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/10/100-mph-in-a-65-mph-zone/ My boss, Bill, is great.  You know the type, bends over backwards for his employees, doesn't bull shit (and, if he does you can totally tell), and is cool as long as I have good numbers.  (I work in Marketing and Sales, EVERYTHING is based on numbers).  I mean, I asked for ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/09/i-am-gonna-kill-bill-vol-1/ Seriously.  Got home from class (stupid Economics...BOOO!).  Picked up a healthy dinner on the way home.  Decided that I SHOULD work out.  Stepped in the door and my father (who babysits the girls when I go to school) had made spaghetti and cantaloni (or however you spell it!)!!!  I looked ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/08/are-you-kidding-me/ I have lost 5 pounds in 5 days!!  SHUT UP!(I mean that in a good way)  :)  Never in a million years would I have thought this would work so well!  This is awesome!  I know that this would have never happened if everyone that I have spoken to hadn't been ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/08/5-pounds-down-thank-you-everyone/ Okay, last night I almost caved.   The cookies were calling to me.  I blogged, I took a shower, I knitted, I did homework (still don't understand it, but whatever), and they still were there.  I paced infront of the cookie jar....does that count as excersize?  Never mind.  But, I did ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/07/the-cookie-monsters-part-two/ I am sitting in the kitchen, on the computer, and less than 10 steps away are the "left over" cookies I made yesterday.  They are yelling out, "Eat me!  You know you want to!"  It's the makings of a REALLY BAD after school special.  Like the one where Zach dates ... http://donnasblog.buddyslim.com/2008/01/06/the-cookies-are-yelling-eat-me-eat-me/