In Letting Go I am SO Proud of What I’ve Done
It’s a line on a Blue October song, Razorblade. Just couldn’t shake the bad mood I was in. I decided to let go and give myself a break and letting go of all pressure. Oh. And taking the Christmas lights down. ;)
My goals for the next week are:
A. To not let the jealous bitches I work with bring me down. They are pissed because I “took” their friends job. Seriously, people I don’t even know at my “new” store know ALL about me, about personal things! (where I live, single parent, college, etc) WTF?? Besides, my bosses say I am gonna move up in the company, and that’s all that matters, right? I didn’t ask for the promotion, it was GIVEN to me. Yes, I have only worked there a couple of months, but evidentally I have proven myself. SCREW THEM!
B. I am not gonna let the on-again/off-again relationship dictate my life anymore, or stress myself out about it. He actually hung up on me for not commiting to going out next week. If he can’t be excited for me, I don’t need it. SCREW HIM!!
C. I am not Super Mom. My kids need to learn to occupy themselves. I am not the super-bestfriend/ entertainment/ maid/taxi/bank/candy and cookie factory. What the hell did I buy all those toys for? SCREW THAT!!
D. If I need a night off, I WILL NOT feel guilty for taking it. I am a busy woman. I deserve to vege infront of the TV every now and then without feeling guilty about dirty dishes in the sink, or the fact that my daughters room looks like crap. So what? SCREW IT!!
So, tonight, I let go. I am not going to burden myself anymore with other people’s bull shit. The “Office Girls” can kiss my ass. My “whatever you want to call him” isn’t going to get a phone call becaus I am too tired to argue right now. The girls will have to play nicely by themselves for a while tomorrow. And, the dishes probably won’t get clean until noon tomorrow. I DO have to take the Christmas lights down, though. Stupid neighborhood ordanance.
Hope everyone has a great weekend. I highly suggest letting go and saying, “Screw this!!!”
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A lot of screwing going around… LOL
Well, let the steam out Donna. Remember, you are very much loved by many people in your life, even by those who annoy you the most right now.
Love your list. Sometimes we end up with the Disease to Please and we want to do for everyone and never let anyone down but then later we get mad that we let people get to us or take advantage of us. Take a break, take a breather and refresh. Oh, and really don’t let those office women get to you. They don’t pay your check so they don’t really matter.
Love the attitude. Yeah, what is up with everyone around you?? Sometimes you just have to say, “Screw it!!” Good luck figuring everything out. Sometimes it’s not easy but YOU’RE the one in charge of taking care of you!